Tahniah !!!

Assalamualaikum

Hai !!! sekarang pun dah bulan jun. So, mesti ramai member2 aku yang dah masuk U or matrik right ?

Tahniah korang. Jaga diri kat sana. Jangan sampai silap pilih kawan.  Anyway GOOD LUCK !  Aku doakan korang dapat apa yang korang impikan. Ingat ! Jangan tinggal solat. Thats more important. Apa pun yang kita dapat semuanya dari Allah. So, jangan lupa kepada pemberi rezeki. Walau apa pun yang korang dapat even bukan yang korang nak. tu semua rezeki. mungkin course yang korang dapat tu and korang x minat adalah yang terbaik untuk korang. right ? like me. Even amek stpm and x dapat matrik yang aku harapkan tu. Aku tetap semangat nak teruskan belajar. cause to me..mungkin itu yang terbaik untuk aku. And memang aku dah x sabar nak belajar. Ada jugak yang tanya aku. "Lah...kenapa x masuk U ?" hurm...

maybe dorang xtau apa kelebihan form6 ni. takpe.. it's okay. itu langsung x patahkan semangat aku nak amek form6. 

CONGRATES for those who decide to stay at school for continue your study at STAM or STPM like me. Thats more better cause we can easily further to degree right ? actually we also can save our cost and no need to borrow from PTPTN. If diploma, we need more than 2 thousands. but, thats not mean diploma is not good. Diploma also had their own advantages. like experience, skills, assignments and live at university.

And congrates too for those who decide to further at IPTS, college, polytechnic, IKM, KPTM, etc.

Actually thats all not have any different. The different is from the students. Who's working hard and get the higher pointer.. they will be the different than others.

Like IPTS students who had PTPTN, if they get the highest pointer or 1st class like 3.7 something above at CGPA, they no need to do their payment for PTPTN. same like the students who are study at IPTA, and aalso get PTPTN. If they are too lazy and get  lower pointer.. they need to do payment to PTPTN. No excuses cause they are not fully for the condition to get scholarship. So, the differents is depends on our effort. how much we use our energy to get the highest pointer.

Btw, I know that many people are always asking for the occupation right ? Its also depends on us. If you just know the theory and do know to practic it (no skills), its also harder to get work.

Jika anda masih suka 'disuap' macam kat sekolah dulu, university is not your place. I share all of this depends from my cousin and my senior.

Anyway, selamat menjaga akhlak masing2 di universiti. GOOD LUCK !

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Belajar untuk BANGKIT dari perpisahan. GET OVER !

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merasai satu fasa perpisahan /clash/putus dengan orang yang kita sayang adalah satu fasa yang paling menyeksa hati.time tu muke kite kalau duk kat tepi tong sampah..tong sampah lagi nampak happy dari kite..fakta..apatah lagi kalau kita ditinggalkan ..or putus kerana orang ketiga..etc..pendek kata..hubungan terputus dalam keadaan yang tidak berstyle ! ye ke ? hurmm habis apa yang style ?

bercakap lebih senang dari yang merasa..namun pada sapa2 yang pernah termakan tahi..memang tau camne horible nye rasa tahik tu..hanya siapa2 yang pernah menangis sampai kering airmata tahu macammana rasanya..lumrah..Tuhan menjadikan manusia ini lemah. rapuh. aku setuju dengan statement ni "sekuat manapun seseorang tu, pasti ada something happen yang boleh jatuhkan dia" It’s not easy to forget someone- you may never forget him/her… But you can learn from it. Everything in life is a lesson..what you take from what you learned is what is important. If something did or didn’t happen, it did or didn’t for a reason..

-at first..bila putus..perkara pertama yg bermain dlm fikiran..why ?why ?how ?apa salah aku ??sampai hati dia buat aku camni..and pastinya kita nangis berhari hari..meratap..tidur tak lena..makan tak lalu..termenung..

-lepas kite dah cuba macam2 still orang tu tak kembali..tak nak kat kite..mulalah kite mencarut dan menyesal dengan apa yang berlaku..mula lah kite cakap..celaka punye jantan..sial la..pergi mampus la..padahal kat dalam hati kita berharap dia balik ngan kita..mula lah kata2 ni bersarang kat dalam kepala otak kite.."I hate that you used me..I hate that I wasted it with you..I'm tired of wanting something I can't have..I'm tired of hurting me for things that aren’t my fault..so on and so forth.." 

*hey korang!! wake up! jangan sesekali berharap kat dia balik. but, please why not korang keraskan hati korang untuk orang yang dah sakitkan hati korang, yang dah lukakan hati korang. right ?

-after beberapa minggu clash..kite pasti akan jadi fulltime stalker..kite stalk fb die..stalk twitter die..stalk kat mana dia pergi..apa je yg die buat..kite try nak dapatkan yang paling latest ttg dia.tepat n jitu.memang time ni..kite jadik macam orang yang tak tahu malu..orang nasihat apa..kite tak peduli..yang penting..kite nak tahu dia buat apa, dengan siapa, kat mana..

*but, not for me. buat apa nak stalk orang yang dah sakitkan hati aku. haha sorry. inilah aku yang sebenar. bila dah nekad dengan satu keputusan. hati memang jadi kering !

-pastu bila kite tengok die ngan orang yang baru..mula lah kite membandingkan die ngan kite..mula lah kat dalam hati duk kata eleh..eleh..
and bila kite tengok orang baru tu lebih hebat dari kite..hati kite cemburu tibe2..tak pasal2 nangis..jantung berdegup macam petir.laju.pantas. *came on babe ! dont be like this okay. :)

time ni lah lepas kite meratap..kite harus bangkit..kite harus kuat..kita try lupakan die slow2..time ni part yg paling susah..kite duk tunggu2 dia..tp sampai bila??tak kan kite nak tunggu dia sampai hari kiamat?sampai kite tinggal tulang baru nak give up??

remember this..
cry a river..build a bridge..and get over it!!

ye..kita hilang seseorang..tapi jangan sampai kite hilang diri sendiri..
tak de sapa yang boleh bantu kite melainkan diri kite sendiri..

ingat bait lagu ni..???

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side..

"But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on"
so true..apa yang die buat kat kita adalah semangat untuk kite bangkit..think..apa guna dia pada kita ?

jangan lihat apa yang dia BUAT melemahkan semangat kite..dunia kite belum end..kita kena bangkit..prove to him/her that you are okay even you are alone..

belajar jadi sombong sikit.
tanam kat dalam diri..

"hari ini kau buat aku.hari ini kau buat aku nangis.hari ini kau nampak aku macam longkang. jangan terkejut if one day nanti..kau yang nangis.orang buat kau.and aku kau, akan nampak macam bidadari.aku akan tunggu detik itu.masa itu akan tiba.serius."

so..learn to wake up when u fall..life is too short to wasting your time by keep begging, keep calling, keep stalking..keep waiting someone that never be yours..

and bila korang ingat tentang dia..keep on your mind that..you dont need her/him anymore..

"Go on now
go walk out the door
just turn around now'cause you're not welcome anymore 
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye????""

so..back off!

kau yang pernah melukakan hati..lihat aku yang tetap gagah berlari..maaf..kaki mu terlalu kecil..tak cukup untuk buat aku mati.!!!!

nota kaki: just my random thought..and from my lover blogger.

this is what i learned from my bad experienced.. and harap maaf kepada yang terasa. saya x salahkan awak. but, aku hargai kejujuran kau. 

kepada 2orang member aku yang sangat2 memahami aku. thanks tau ! aku sayang korang ! masuk matrik kena kuat tau ! pointer kena tinggi. promise me okay ? hurmm. aku hargai sangat kawan2 aku ni. bila 15 april something bad happen kat diri aku. hari2 dorang naikkan semangat aku balik. still remember malam tu kau call aku semata2 xnak aku sedih sorang2. terima kasih banyak2 zera and aleen. :)

the fully yellow people ! (left) the person that who i really need.

penulisan tidak seberapa..maaf..

Thanks for reading this

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Never give up

Assalamualaikum

people dont read your blog..even u wrote a good entry..even u talk about serious things that everybody should know..but still people dont read yours..at the same time jugak..some poeple wrote just  rubbish entries..but people love to read it..u have a blog..u have your opinion but nobody listen..
its okay..

people dont comment or respond to your status on fb..even u post something tragic like..kawan2..my mom nazak kat hospital"..but people ignore you..and if someone important post something like " hurmmm" ..everyone is asking..why and why...??
its okay..

people never appreciate what you have sacrifies for them..people just say thanks and leave...and after that..they dont contact you anymore..sometimes..rasa diri macam melukut ditepi gantang...even you are doing something heavy in order to help them..but people dont appreciate you..but bila someone yang jadi favorite just buat something yang so childish like " hey i spend one minute tau untuk say hai to u"..people remember to the death.."wahh bagus la dia..sanggup spend masa nak tegur i".. but for things that u done..nobody cares..
its okay...

people dont give you strength when u really need it..people just listen and go..even u are facing big problems..people ignores you..when u need spirit..nobody around you..but if someone's favorites facing a tiny problems like..running out of hp credit..everybody offer nak bagi diorang punye phone so that that someone tak rase susah but you??nobody cares..
its okay sayang..

people dont noticed you  even you are doing something really good for others or  for yourself...even u berjaya..u got a career..but people still underestimated you...and at the same time..there someone's favorite doing something good..people gembar gemburkan..and even they are doing something bad..still people assumed as good..
its okay..

people dont love you even you give all of your heart..u take care of them..you treat them like in heaven..but still..people dont love you..people just play around with you..but there is someone's favorite..they treat people not as good as you..but people love them..
its okay...

people dont like u..even hate everything about you..people hate what you wrote..people hate the way u dress..people hate your nature..everything that comes from u is to be hated by them..
but when someone's favorite doing something bad, something so called annyoing..but still people like them badly..
its okay...

hey..!! people always dont...
just because people dont..doesn't mean u have to quit from doing that..
just because people dont..doesnt mean you have no value..

just because people dont...
u should doing more and more.. so pleaseeeeee.. dont give up !  :)

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